Saturday, November 17, 2012

i really miz u, TELORMOK !

org ckp, if kte nk igt org yg kte syg, tgok blek gmbr2 ble bersama dgn die. mst hppy je.. awk, i mz u !

cincin kte :'(

patung2 yg awk bg mi :'(

kt empangan :'( rndu sgt saat ni..

i need u :'(

teddy bear yg awk bg mi. everyday mi peluk :'(

kata2 smngt awk bg sbb mi nanges mse stdy LAW. :'(

awk edit gmbr ni even gmbr mi mmg buruk. ;'(



p/s: awk, jgn tglkn mi. mi sygkn awk sgt2..


Friday, November 16, 2012

happy wedding day, cousin ! *kajang 15nov2012

candid :)

si comel n si cntik :)

gedik2 :)

sista !

smpat lg nk menyelit :)




p/s : ble la hari bahagia ak dgn sweetie plak??? heheh




Sunday, September 30, 2012

forgive me

BAW, np xkol mi?
mi mnx maaf xbg taw mi keluar dgn maklong td.
mi da try send msj gne yahoo mail. tp still pending.
mi xgune hp alyaa sbb alyaa xde td.
apik plak tgh tdo, xkn mi nk gne hp makngah, maklong or ibu.

BAW, np mse hari anniversary ni la, kte gado.
mi rndu kt awk BAW.
mi xtaw nk contact awk mcm mne.
plez kol mi badruz.



happy together !

BAW, happy 2years n 3months anniversary.
BAW, i really miss u.
BAW, plez kol me.






# wishing us both a day, that's filled with moments of love and happiness with special dreams and memories to cherish all our life!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BAW :)



Saturday, September 29, 2012

thanks for today

BAW, thanks for today.
BAW, do u still mad at me?
BAW, forgive me.
BAW, mi rndu kt awk sgt2.
BAW, awk da tdo ke? np xkol mi mlm ni?
BAW, awk lupe anniversary kte ke?
BAW, iloveyou.

# If today, a smile should appear on your face, it's because at this very minute, I am thinking of you and I am smiling too. ILY, BAW.



Friday, September 28, 2012

memory of today...

hari ni jam 4.30ptg, die dtg amik ak kt um.
ak happy sgt sbb die nk bwk ak kua.
ktorg da jnji nk g main badminton.
pnt jgak main badminton dgn die.
maklumlah, ak bkn nye hebat mcm die.
atleast die ajar ak ckit2, n ak dpt kua kn peluh yg sgt bnyk.

tp, gelak2 skejap je.
ye, ak mmg slh. die ckp nk blikn ak roti.
ak tbe2, xde mood. mybe ak expect nk mkn nasi even lauk telur pon xpe.
die tny knpe, ak xjwb. die mrh. mcm2 die ckp. setiap kali jmpe, msti die ckp mcm2 kt ak.
sepanjang blek tu, ak nanges.

ble da smpai bilik kt um, ak dpt msj dr die.
BAW, mi bkn xhargai awk. mi sgt hargai awk.
semua masalah mi, awk sorg je taw. even fmly mi pon xtaw.
awk ckp cnta tu satu kebodohan? mksud awk pe? slame ni, cnta awk kt mi mmg sia-sia ke?
BAW, mi sedih sgt awk bt mi mcm ni.

lpas solat mgrb td, ayh kol.
first thing ayh tnye, duit jpa da msuk ke? de duit x? klo xde duit, bgtaw ayh.
xkn la ak nk bgtaw ak xde duit? ak xnk susahkn ayh n mak.
mgu lepas bru je mak bg duit. xkn ak nk mnx lg.
duit tu pon ak jimat. ak byr duit UBS klas.
ak ckp kt ayh td, ak de duit lg. ak buat suare hppy.
tp lepas ayh ltak hp, ak trus nanges.
ak xtaw nk bgtaw spe mslh ak.

BAW, mi xde niat pon nk susahkn awk.
mi taw awk pon susah keje cr duit.
tp awk sorg je bole tolong mi.
mi sedih sgt awk bt mi mcm ni.
mi bkn xnk blek umh nenek sok, tp mi xnk susahkn awk.
duit minyak lg. td pon awk da blikn mi roti canai.
BAW, thanks sgt2.

da 4 hari ak tgu mak kol.
ak rndu kt mak. maybe mak bz.
msti mak igt ak lupe kt mak.
sbb slalu ak yg kol mak.
mak, mi bkn xnk kol mak, mi xde krdt
td mi da pesan kt along suh mak kol.
mi jnji t lpas topup mi kol mak.


# I'll always remember... I'll never forget, how you took my breath away, the first time we met. No matter what happens... no matter what we do, I'll always remember the first time I saw you. ILY, BAW.


Thursday, September 27, 2012

anything ??

as usual, i miss BAW :)
ade ke ptot BAW xsuke lagu blog yg lme..
so, terpaksa la tuka lgu ni plak...
hope BAW suke yea..  hehe..


# i am always going to be holding you hand in my dreams and holding your heart close to mine. i love you with all my heart and will forever fing you there.... with the sweetest of dreams.... ILY, BAW :)


Saturday, September 22, 2012

forgive me :(


  • BAW, maafkn mi.
  • plez trust me. :(
  • i really mz u.

# i'm not perfect, i make mistakes, i hurt u, but when i say sorry, i really mean it. ILY, BAW :(



Thursday, September 20, 2012

wanna back home ! :)




  • actually xde motif pon nk tulis blog harini.
  • dgn demam2 nye, da xtaw nk bt pe lg.
  • yes ! jp g nk blek ipoh ! spe anta ?? my syg laa :) tp until puduraya je.. :) mengade la ko mimote nk suh anta sampai ipoh.. hahah
  • i love u BAW :)


#  I can't live without you,my secret love is only you ,I will be always waiting 4 you, BAW !



Wednesday, September 19, 2012

BAW, i miss u :)




  • BAW, i miss u a lot. :(
  • wanna meet u again :(
  • please forgive me :(
  • i love u, sweetie :)


# I will love the sun for it warms my soul. I will love the rain for it cleanses my spirit. I will love the light, for it shows me the way. But I love you most, for you are my dream come true, BAW :)





Monday, September 17, 2012

loving you -.-




  • BAW, i really miss u.
  • BAW, i'm sorry.
  • BAW, i will love u forever. :(

# we always have our ups & downs but we always breakthrough. I know how much you love but do you know how much i luv u? I love you more than anything else in this world. I hope you know that when i see you, my heart beats faster every second i look into ur eyes, i think about all the good times between us. People think im crazy but they dont know you i just wanted to tell you... I really love u, BAW :(


Friday, September 14, 2012

blood donor ??



sweetie, BAW.. thanks sbb tman mimote smlm..
syok kn dpt derma drh same2 smlm.. :) xsangke bole plak nk singgah derma darah kt Pusat Darah Negara smlm.. hehe.. lepas derma darah, mula r rse xsedap bdan .. nk pengsan pon ade.. nseb baik ade BAW yg belikn mimote roti n 100+.. lega rse nye ble mkn n tdo skejap..
BAW, even sy taw awk pon pening2 gak smlm.. mne x nye, lepas derma darah, trus smoking..
tp awk kuat kn?? i know u r my hero ! hehe.. *x rugi pon kte derma darah.. insyaallah, darah yg kte dermakan tu, dpt slmtkn nyawa org lain...


esok *sabtu, mimote da nk grak g kedah.. hari isnin kte jumpe ok?? mimote sntiase rndu kt BAW..
BAW, jgn moody2 taw.. keje rajin2 ye..
 i hope u success in ur interview nxt week for the scholarship !

#You are my passion, my life, my love. Without you I would have no reason to live. All the stars in the universe could not replace what we have together. I thank you for the love we have and your gentleness. Never forget me, as I will never forget you. i love u, BAW :)


Monday, September 10, 2012

kerinduan terlepas juga ! haha




  • thanks for yesterday BAW :)
  • really love u ! 
  • hope to see our relationship will be last forever !
  • jgn moody2 taw. gedik ! :)


# it doesn't matter where u go in life, what u do or how much u have. It's who u have beside u. I'm so glad I have u BAW :)




Friday, September 7, 2012

still waiting.



BAW :(
where r u ?? i'm waiting for your call.. hmm..
i really miss you sweetie.


# i know u can't be here but it's alright. I'll be waiting for u tonight when I close my eyes, meet me in my dreams tonight. I don't mind waiting for u because I really love u. :'(




true love :)



  • true love cover the eye to see no wrong.
  • true love darken reason to consider every situation.
  • true love loves most when it hurts much.


# iloveu, BAW :)


Thursday, September 6, 2012

3 more days to go. :)

excited to see u  :)




























# i miss u BAW :)


Wednesday, September 5, 2012

i'm sorry..


my heart just want to say sorry,
please know that i want to make things RIGHT again.
i know i've hurt you and its has been very mean on my part,
to say those very harsh words.
But now when I think of that moment, all I want to is apologize with all my heart. :(

I'M REALLY SORRY. :(
AISHITERU, BAW..

will u ??




bad, mi nk sgt hbgn kte mcm gmbr kt ats ni..
mi rndu sgt bad..
bad, sejak mi knl awk, mi xpena curg dgn awk..
mi taw awk baik dgn mi..
awk pena suruh mi berubah..
bad, mi da bersumpah .. mi xkn cnta n syg sape2 lg selepas awk..
mi bole jd gle bad klo awk tglkn mi..
bad, percaya la mi...
mi xtpu awk..
mi xkn tpu cnta n perasaan mi kt awk..
bad, bole kn kte jd mcm dlu??

mi nk sgt jmpe awk ahad ni.. plez bad..
maafkn mi.

BAW :(

ya Allah, pe slh aku kt BAW..

awk, jwb la hp.
demi Allah mi xde spe2 bad..
awk jgn slh phm..
tolong la....mi merayu bad.. mi sujud kt kaki awk...
np hbgn kte mcm ni??
da dkt 3 jam mi nanges...
mi mnx maaf..
mi da bg etg bad..
mi xpernah curang dgn awk
bad, jwb la kol mi..

yaAllah, pulihkn hbgn ak dan BAW. :(
 

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

semester 3 ??

sila tekan gambar klo xnmpk :)

3september 2012, ak da msuk sem 3, second year ..
*senior setahun kt UM..haha :)
excited ?? happy?? cuak ??
smlm dftr subjek.. klo tgok subjek dftr mmg susa gak r sem ni..
kne stdy lebih lg la.. 20jam krdt.. bnyk tu kne skor..
mr BAW, harap dpt tolong COMMERCIAL LAW sy..
sy bab2 hafal ni yg kurang fasih ckit.. haha... skema :)
nxt week, lpas sy dftr kte jmpe ye.. :) rndu bangat da ni.. :)

#i miz u damn much, GEMOKK. :) BAW

Sunday, September 2, 2012

ble da xde bnde nk buat ! :)

  • bosannye..
  • rndu sgt kat BAW :(
  • nxt week kte jmpe ! yeay !
  • i love you, darling ! 


Thursday, August 30, 2012

missing him.

si botak yg sy cnta. :)

Monday, June 25, 2012

its been a day.. ;'(

awk, its been a day..
selama ni since bln mac kire2 4bln awk xpena lupe kol or msj mi..
even kte gado mcm mne skali pon...
tp hari ni, mi btol2 rse kehilangan org yg mi syg..

u left me..kenangan last year berulang lg..
tp kali ni mi keseorangan.. mi tanpa kawan2.. mi rse kosong..
awk, mcm mne mi mrh skali pon.. mi xpena lupe utk kol awk..

awk, hari ni mi kne mrh dgn mak.. sbb bil fon rumah..
tp mi xkisah mak mrh kt mi..mi kol sbb mi sygkn awk... demi cnta mi..
mak, mi mnx maaf.. mi akn byr bil tu.. even mi xde duet skang ni..
mi cube byr, mak.. awk, awk je taw mslh mi slame ni..
mi akn trus cr keje sbb nk cr duit..

awk, selama mi kt um awk xpena jemu dtg tolong mi..
xpena jemu utk bahgiakan mi..
awk,
awk igt lg x pe yg awk ckp...
awk akn nikahki perempuan yg awk cintai kan?? mi hope sgt org tu adlh mimi..

awk, mi akn tgu awk, always n forever..
awk, gudluck utk result exam..
mi taw awk mst dpt result gempak..
awk igt lg x kte nk stdy kt perpustakaan negara tp ttp sbb cuti hari agung..
last2, kte stdy kt kedai suria..
hppy kn igt kenangan tu..

awk, mi sygkn awk..
semoga awk sihat, bahagia n dpt capai impian awk..
mi sntiasa berdoa awk dpt tunaikn hajat awk tuk g university tesside..
mi nk awk berjaya.. mi sygkn awk..

#HACKS, badruz..

hanya aku cinta kamu seorang.

HACKS..
awk, mi sdh sgt arini.. mi xtaw nk luahkn kt sape..
mi rse da hilang org yg mi syg sgt3..
tmpt mi bermanja, tmpt mi luah kn perasaan mi, tmpt mi share gembira, sedih , ketawa...
lme da mi xtulis kt blog ni..

awk, mi ni bodo ke sbb mi kol awk bnyk kali? almost 100++..
mi xpena jemu kol awk until awk jwb..
awk, btol ke mi xpntg bg awk..

arini da 9 ari kte xjmpe..
mi xdpt tatap senyuman awk, mate awk n motor awk...
kelakar kan ble igt blek kenangan kte...

awk, mi taw mi bnyk susahkn awk since mi duk kl..
awk, mi sygkn awk sgt3..
mi taw, awk xkn kol mi.. mi tgu awk kol umh mi.. tp xde jgak..
mi mmg xpntg bg awk..

awk, mi xkn lepas berdoa.. jika awk milik mi, satukn kn lah hati mi dgn awk, tp jika awk bkn milik mi, kuatkan lah hati kte kte berdua .. terima kasih ya Allah kerana pertemukan mi dgn awk walau seketika.. bnyk mi bljr dr awk.. mi bljr jd kuat, tp stu je mi xmmpu, mi xmmpu utk belajar melupakn awk..

#anauhibbukifillah,badruzzaman..

Thursday, February 9, 2012

i feel sad.

alhamdulillah ya Allah..
ak bersyukur atas kputusan exam yg ak time..
ak nk sgt bgtaw die result ak.. ak nk die jd the first person yg taw..
stakat ni xde sape yg taw lg..
even, ak frust ckit, tp aku taw.. ade hikmah di sebalik result tu..

aku rindu gile kt badruzzaman..
np sng sgt die lpskn aku..
die taw kn, ak xleh hdup tnpa die...

p/s: i always love you.. im waiting for you..

salam kasih,
nur shamimiroslan


Thursday, February 2, 2012

i need to change.

sabar ye nurshamimiroslan.
sy taw sy slh ckp dkt die.
sy tak maksud kn langsung pe yg sy ckp mlm n pg td.
tp nk bt cm ne. nasi da jd bubur.
sy nk sgt mnx maaf dgn die. tp mustahil die nk maafkn.
die pon, sy rasa xhiraukan sy. sy taw die bz dgn keje die.
disebabkn kesalahan sy, sy kena undurkn diri.
sy malu dgn die.

result?
hmm.. ble la result sem1 ak nk kua..
of course la aku cuak !! ak hope sgt dpt result bagus mcm kt matrik dlu.
ak nk happykn mak, ayah, family, n of course die...
tp ak taw, mst die xnk amik taw pape pon psl ak lg...

ak nk sgt berubah menjadi insan yg lbh baik.
aku nk muhasabah diri aku selama ni..
ak bnyk buat dosa. aku takut mati , tp ak taw mati itu wajib bg semua manusia.
ak harap sgt mati dlm keadaan beriman .

ntah knp laa, cerita yg aku tgok hari ni kt tv semua ade kaitan dgn die.
mungkin ni da tkdir..
mimote kne redha... sabr ye mimote...

p/s: ilove Allah, Muhammad SAW, myfamily, frens n of course mysweetie.

salam kasih,
nurshamimiroslan


Wednesday, February 1, 2012

berilah aku kekuatan..

kenapa semua ni mst aku hadapi.
mecintai dan setia terhadap orang yg tidak pernah mencintai dan setia kpd aku.
setiap hari aku berdoa, agar dekatkan la aku dgn die jika die jodoh aku.
tp jauh kn lah die dr aku jika die bkn jodoh aku.
hampir setiap masa aku igt kn die.
sebelum tdo, bgon pagi, tengah hari n every second..

die yg selama ni aku kenal, mmg bnyk bantu aku selama aku di belajar di kuala lumpur.
tp ada dia bantu aku, hanya utk mendapat kn balasan??
kenapa die mst gunakan aku utk kepuasan diri dia??
aku senang bile bersama die.
gelak tawa dan senyuman die, buat aku hilang drpd marah.

aku tak tahan dengan layanan die dkt aku.
hampir sebulan aku tahan dgn perangai die.
semalam merupakan hari terindah buat aku.
sejak kelmarin lagi aku dah rancang nk buat kejutan dkt die.
tp bile sampai malam, die buat hal lg.
terus hilang mood aku. tp xpe. aku ttp wish dkt die.
aku ada plan nk bg something dkt die.
die yg aku sayang selama ni..

aku xde sape2 selain die.
die yg bnyk gembirakan hati aku dan die juga bnyk sakitkn hati aku.
tp aku xkisah, sbb die buah hati aku.
aku msh igt lg, tahun lepas kira0kira bln febuari hingga mac, aku putus contact dgn die.
tp aku ttp maafkn die even aku dpt taw die bersama org lain ketika itu.
sbb pe?? sbb aku syg die.. kwn2 di kmp yg bnyk taw mslh aku.
tp skang, mereka bkn dgn aku.
aku xtaw nk cte mslh aku dkt sape.

aku berserah, aku nekad, hari aku mst pergi dr hidup die.
aku xnk die terus fitnah aku.
die lebih percayakn kwn2 die, dr diri aku sendiri.
walhal die taw , kbnykn kwn2 die tikam belakang die.
selama ni aku yg bnyk bg sokongan kt die, tp yg ni aku dpt.
die still backup kwn2 die. mne tmpt aku kt hati die??
dlu die pernah berjanji dkt aku sebelum smbung kerja tu blek..
tp lps die jumpe kwn2, prospek, aku yg jd mangsa.
mne jnji die.? kadang2 aku menyesal suruh die sambung blek keja tu.
tp ape nk bt, tu sume utk kebaikan die. masa depan die.
aku cume harap die x kn tgl kn stdy die.
aku nk dgr suatu hari nnt die menjadi org yg berjaya.

awk, apek, prince, mylove, abang, myhbby,mysweetie..
panggilan ni akn sentiasa aku igt smpai mati.
knp aku ditakdirkn utk mencintai org yg mengkhianati aku?
walau apa pon, aku ttp syg kan die..

ya Allah, aku cuba ubh diri aku utk menjadi insan yg lbh baik dr smlm.
ya Allah, kuatkn la hati aku utk menghadapi cbrn hidup tnpa die slps ni.
ya Allah, berilah aku dan die kejayaan dunia dan akhirat.

air mata terus mengalir di saat jari menekan papan kekunci.
otak ligat berfikir dan hati terus kecewa...


salam kasih,
nurshamimiroslan